Somewhere between the sands of time I have lost the connection to this blog of mine...  Taking a leap to extend my hand to those in need was my original plan... but sometimes it just doesn't work out as planned so I ended up taking the back up plan...

I'm sorry if I hurt you but I hope you understand.  That I do care for you I just needed to do something I couldn't withstand.  I made some mistakes but I guess that's what it takes to learn from your actions and find the right attractions... Lust ain't the answer but trust might be wiser...

I wasn't really upfront so it just made stuff harder because I couldn't accept myself I said "why bother"...
I was so ashamed I wanted to become better so I took it in my hands and wrote it down in a letter... That I will become stronger and achieve my goals and do what it takes to play the best roles...

If evolution is survival then please be my rival so we can become fit together like two pieces of this perfect puzzle called life and cuddle all night even into the afterlife inside dimensions we might call heaven above the plane where pixels rain as digital sands of time...